Birthdays for me are always a mixture of happiness and sadness, especially this one
They always remind me I'm getting older!
They remind me that my family is apart (some I have not seen or spoken to in 10yrs)
Its the anniversary of my step Nana's death (She passed away on my 16Th Birthday)
Today is also my uncles funeral and for so many reasons I am not going
So please excuse me while a shed a small tear for family and friends lost, my youth that is slipping away
But help me raise a glass to my beautiful daughter and partner, my happy little family and help me celebrate my birthday with a smile!