Thursday, 1 April 2010

Rejection

I wasn't going to do the writing workshop this week, BG has been poorly and I don't feel great. But I read the prompts again today and this is what I wrote.



Why don’t you love me?
What did I do wrong?
Did I hurt you?
Did I Disappoint you?
Was I not the person you wanted me to be?

Sometimes in the middle of the night I cry for you.
You left me and I still don’t know why.
I loved you, wasn’t that enough?

Your rejection turned me bitter and twisted.
I drank to hide the hurt.
I partied, I danced, but the pain wouldn’t go away.

Now I feel numb.
I try not to think of you and how you left.
It kills me inside to know I wasn’t enough.
I little piece of me died when you rejected me.

You left and I never want you back.




9 comments:

  1. Really great post Carol, seems we had the same idea this week. So glad we have both moved on.

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  2. rejection can only make us stronger. I love your last line :)

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  3. Just had a little tear, thanks for sharing a really brilliant piece of writing x

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  4. This is beautiful and powerful Carol. I hope writing out these feelings helps.

    Thank you for sharing something so deep and personal. You express that pain very well x

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  5. Such a personal and beautifully written poem, Carol. I hope you found some comfort from writing it xxx

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  6. Wow! Very moving. So love you using poetry. I get caught up in the 'it should rhyme' thing.
    Great post!


    Julia (JFB57)

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  7. Carol, this is lovely. Very powerful, emotive and raw. You are a very talented writer and I suspect there is a lot more to come from you. Keep up the good work hunny xx

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  8. Lorraine - Thank you. Your post was fantastic

    Nickie @typecast - Thank you hun x

    Babygenie - I sobbed as I wrote it

    Josie @sleepisfortheweak - Thank you Josie x

    Liz (livingwithkids) It feels good to get it out x

    Julia - Thank you x

    Mrs Lucia-Wright - Thank you hun thats very kind os you to say x

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  9. WOW!!! I can relate to this completely! Lovely piece of writing thank you for sharing, not only to share a piece of you, but so that others know they are not the only ones to ever feel this way! xx

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